I don't know who needs to read this but...

I get that your struggle with porn is due to a void you have.

I get that you struggle with depression, suicidal thoughts and feelings of rejection from others.

I get that it often feels like your relationship with God often feels like it's slowly dissipating. 

I get that you don't often feel "Christian" nor fit into this worlds imagery of it. 

I get that you are a deep lover who often feels like your love is never reciprocated. 

I get that you're level of self- awareness often feels more like a curse than a blessing. 

I get that all you want is someone who will be loyal and committed to you because you often are to others. 

I get that it get exhausting always having to be the one who has be the one who has to crucify themselves just so you can extend grace and forgiveness to others who wouldn't dare do so for you.

I get that you often feel over looked especially when you feel so gifted that you end up not being able to see you, because they don't. 

I get that you often feel like you are alone.

I get that you often feel like the only one. 

Me to.